my husband

. assalamualaikum. wah ! lmeA  btul ta update blog niyy. mklum lhaa sejak hana msuk poli hana quit bz nan assigement, quiz n exam. hehe.  lot of story sbnrnya nk story. hehe. tpi mnea nk smpat law dlam tmpoh skrng niyy. the first story is i have a boyfriend at poly ! haha. who is that person ! actually ddea tuh bdk skulah msea hana skulh batu lanchang. hana start knal dea since hana taw yg dea kwn baek hana pnyer kezen. but the best story is ! we start fall in love at TESCO ! its look weird right ?! but its true. the love story begin at there. haha. mybe sound like silly. but who cares ! a love between a cashier n customer. haha ! since that we fall in love n the story continue in fb. chatting as a friend. n the same time he going to PLKN. about 3 month he missing without any news. we meet back when we study at the same poly ! that what we say "kalaw jodoh tak ke mana pn". haha. at poly we start again our relationship but ! not as a friend ! as a couple ! our date is 18/7/2013. haha. ohh yaa ! a lot of story i forget to tell his name ! his name is ADNI NAIM ! he is my beloved husband, hope our relation will stayed until the last breath !

faham ker ta !

. ssah sgad ker krog nk fham ak. ak boley buad ap yg korng tpi ap ak nk korng slalu buad endah tya endah dgn ak ! ak bkn patung ! ak mnusia ! tlonk laa hargai skidd perasaan ak ! ak ta mnta ap sgad pn. mybe btul kalaw orng ssah ak bleh tlonk tpi kalaw ak ssah sper yg buley tlonk ak. tada sapa ! ad pi lahh kwn berjuta pn. dlam brjuta tuh ak jmpa sa2 jerr yg btul-2 boley memahami kita. tpi nk cri yg dlam sejuta tuh laa ssah ! :'(

kehilangan

. Awdik ? Boley sya tau ap slah sya ? Knapaa awk tggalkn sya tnpa sbb? Ap slh sya? Sya msih tertnya2 dgn dri sya. Smpy srng sya ta jmpa jwpn dea. Awk tlonk jlaskn kpda sya ap slh sya smpy awk sggup tnggalkn sya sendirian. Sya ta boley hdup tnpa awk. Hdup sya snyi tnpa awk. Klaw awk ad awl lahh yg slalu bhagiakn sya. wk buad sya sntiasa trsyum. Awk tmpat sya mngadu bylaa ssah. Awk slalu bgy bahu awk byla sya sdyh. Skrng awk dh tggalkn sya. Sapa nk tman saat sya ssh nnty. Mgkin takdir dh tntukn sgalanya utk sya dn awk. Sya hrap awk bhagia. Dn sya sntiasa brhrap orng strusnya ta akn jady sprti sya. :`)

*khas utk kaw capital A

love Quotes

kenapa ?

dalam hubungan selalu ada persoalan. kyta mesty akn tnya. knapa dea mcm tuh ? knapa dea dh brubh ? knapa dea tnggalkn sya ? knapa smua niy terjady dkat kyta ?

tpi kyta ta pernh menanyakan soalan i2 dihdpn mreka. sbb persoalan sprti i2lah akn mnimbulkan perasaan curiga. jdy biarlah persoalan i2 tersmpn ianya dgn sniri. :D

150 juta- ainan tasneem

Untuk kali ke seratus lima puluh juta
Mereka tanyakan engkau soalan yang sama
“Eh kenapa kau masih lagi mahukan dia?”
“Apa kau buta apa kau pura-pura suka”

Di seratus lima puluh juta kali itu
Di depan semua engkau tarik tangan aku
Yang sedang buat muka kosong tak ambil tahu
Sambil ketawa engkau bilang satu per satu

“Dia mungkin bengis seperti singa”
“Tapi dia nangis tonton cerita Korea”
“Dia mungkin keras bila bersuara”
“Tapi dia jelas jujur apa adanya”

“Aku lagi kenal dia”
Eh dah lebih seratus lima puluh juta kali
Aku pesan padamu apa yang bakal jadi
Engkau dan aku ada mungkin tidak serasi
Engkau sangat manis aku ini pula dawai besi

Di setiap seratus lima puluh jutanya
Aku pun dalam hati semacam tak percaya
Apa kau lihat pada aku jujurkan saja
Terus kau cubit dagu aku sambil berkata

“Sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa”
“Tapi sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya”
“Sayang mungkin saja keras kepala”
“Tapi sayang manja bila kita berdua”

“Saya kenal sayang saya”
Buat apa di cerita
Bahagia kita rasa
Biar tak dipercaya

Peduli orang kata
Baju ronyok tak apa
Asal pakai selesa
Berkilau tak bermakna

Kalau hati tak ada
Aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
Tapi bisa nangis semata demi cinta
Suaraku keras tak berbahasa

Kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada
Aku mudah baran tidak semena
Mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
Dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala

Aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa
Rahsia kita berdua

fantastic baby-big band

Come together, everyone gather here
We gon’ party like
lilililalala
Open your hearts, empty your minds
Set the fire lilililalala

Don’t ask for the answer but just take it as it is,
go with the flow alright
Face the sky and put your two hands up, up high,
wanna jump around oh

Nananana Nananana
WOW FANTASTIC BABY
DANCE I WANNA DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE FANTASTIC BABY
DANCE I WANNA DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE WOW FANTASTIC BABY

In this crazy house HEY
at the end, it’s the king’s turn HEY
The ground is shaking and
3 minutes is not enough for this
race, wait
The atmosphere is overheated
Huh Catch Me On Fire Huh
The Real has appeared nanana

From one to ten, everything is one level above
Even if we crazily run on sand,
we’re still so agile
Because the sky is blue enough,
Don’t ask any questions, just feel it -
feel who I am

Jump at the sound of your heartbeat
till this comes to an end yeah
I Can’t Baby Don’t Stop This
Just go corrupt today (go crazy and rave)
let’s go

WOW FANTASTIC BABY
DANCE I WANNA DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE FANTASTIC BABY
DANCE I WANNA DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE WOW FANTASTIC BABY

BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE
BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
DAN DAN DAN DAN

Catch me if you can,
I’m forever a performer
There are no constraints for me tonight
Mama Just Let Me Be Your Lover
Past this chaos nananana

From my head to my toes, there’s a visual shock
People know me for my senses
that are always ahead
My footsteps are faster than others
My youth is a different dimension
Ice ice ice Hold Up
nananana

Jump at the sound of your heartbeat
till this comes to an end yeah
I Can’t Baby Don’t Stop This
Just go corrupt today (go crazy and rave)
let’s go

WOW FANTASTIC BABY
DANCE I WANNA DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE FANTASTIC BABY
DANCE I WANNA DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE WOW FANTASTIC BABY

BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
DAN DAN DAN DAN
DANCE
BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
BOOM SHAKALAKA
DAN DAN DAN DAN

Let’s all play together Ye Ye Ye
let’s all jump together Ye Ye Ye
Let’s all go crazy together Ye Ye Ye
Let’s all go together
Wow Fantastic Baby  

haru-haru = bigband

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(Say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye... 

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

salahkah aku

Hari ini aku dah berjanji pada diriku ini
Dimana ku harus melupakan dan pergi ku darimu

Aku rela rasa kecewa dari terus merasa siksa seumur hidupku
Aku rasa biar begini takkan ku hampa pada perubahan darimu

Salahkah aku melupakanmu kerna ku tahu apa rasamu
Lepaskan aku ku lepaskan mu agar kau tidak terasa siksa
Dah ditakdirkan seperti ini bukan ku tahu apa nak jadi
Seperlu kita masih lagi hidup biar ku bahgia dengan kehidupan

Seperlu kita masih lagi hidup biar ku bahgia dengan kehidupan

Dengan kehidupan
Dengan kehidupan

menanti awk

. awk ? tau ta hari berpa hary bulan ? awk ta egad kewr ? hary niyy 5/11. ckup kyta slama 4 tahun. awk ta egad ? in adlh kaly pertama awk lupa tarikh kyta bersama. hncur haty sya.

awk pjuk sya. awk minta maaf dkt sya awk cp "maaf syg.sya ta sngaja.sya btul-2 terlpa. maafkan sya ?" sya maafkn awk. kmudian awk bwk sya pergi ke restoran awk ckp ad kjutan utk sya. sya bgitu ta sbr nk lihat ap kujtan awk. bertapa gembiranyea sya awk mnghadiahkn sya sebntuk cincin dn awk mlamar sya utk mnjady isteri awk.

sya teryma lmaran awk dgn gembirnyer. awk tau ta i2 adlh kenangan plink indh buad sya slama kyta kenal. sya ta prnh trfkir yg awk akn melamar sya. mlm tuh aawk antr sya pulang dn awk berktea " andai takdir sya pergi dulu. sya nk lihat awk bhagia dismping orng yg jauh lbyh baek dry sya. dn sya nk awk setia dgn orng i2 sperti mnea awk setia dgn sya." sya agk trkjut krana awk brckp sprti i2. sya menangis dn memohon kpada awk agr tdak mngulangi kata-2 sperti i2. awk tahukn bertapa sygnyer sya dkt awk. awk ckp lagi "ciuman ini mgkin ciuman terakhir dry sya. maafkan sya sekiranya prnh mnyakitkn hati awk." sya brasa begitu rsaw dgn kta-2 awk. tnpa brfkir byk. awk mnyuruh sya pulang kerana hari sudh lwat mlm. mlm tuh sya ta dpt nk tdur krana trfkir ap yg awk cbea mksudkn. haty sya merasakn ad sesuatu yg ta knea. sya cuba utk telefon awk. tpy telefon awk ttup. sya begitu cemas skali. sya telefon rmah awk. parents awk ckp awk belum pulang. awk ? mna awk pergi ?

pada keesokkn hari kluarga awk telefon sya dn britahu yg awk kmalngan dn untk smbuh adlh jauh skali. hanya allah tau bertapa sdihnyer sya msea tuh awk            . sya terus ke hospital utk mlihat keadaan awk. bertpa truk skaly keadaan awk. shingga sya sniri tak mngenali awk. sya hnya mmpu mngis saat i2 awk. sya setia disisi awk hampi 3 mggu. dn dlm msea 3 mggu tuh laa tada sbrng tndkn atau tanda-2 yg awk akn sehad. keluarga awk, sya dn yg lain ta brhnti memberi kta-2 smgat utk awk. tpy apkn daya allah lbyh mnyanyagi awk. awk tlah prgi mninggalkn kmy smua. pda msa i2 jga sya teringad akn ktea-2 awk. 

  -AWK SYA NK AWK TAU YG SYA AKN TTAP MNUNGGU AWK-

-HANA FARHANA-

ianya hnya lahh cryta.tiada kaitn dgn sesiapa :D

kehilangan

hana ad seekor kucing taw. kucing tuh comel sgad. hana panggil kucing tuh nmea dea puteh. sbb dea bulu puteh n mtea dea merah. tpy sygnyer dea dh maty sbb orng langgar. hmm. wlaupn dea hanya seekor kucing hana syg kucing tuh. n dea fhm hana. :D
 - SAYANG UTEH-

terkejut

.pada suatu mlm ayah sedng mncritakn tntg cryta misteri pda zaman dahulu. cerita itu mmang mnakutkn aku dn juga adk2 ku. stelah slesai ayh bercerita. adk2ku smuanya mncri psngan untk tdur brsma. ak agk trlmbt utk mncri psngan lalu ak trpaksa tdur keseorngan. pada mlm itu ak tidak dpt melelapkn mta. ak trfkir akn cerita yg diceritakan oleh ayh. ak tdak dpt mlelapkn ma. Lalu mngambil kputusan untk mmbuka lagu dn cuba utk melelapkn mata. Tyba2!! Ak trnmpk sbuah byg2 yg mlintas dhadap blikku. Dgn perasaan ingn tahu.ak cba mmbranikn dri itk mngekori byg2 itu. Oh tidakk ! ia mnuju ke arsh blik adk2ku ! dgn brani ak trus mnarik kain ptih i2. alangkh trkjutnya ak rupa2nya nenek yg brtelekung ingn mngejut kmi smua utk ,nunaikn solat subuh. ayh dimarahi ibu krana cuba mnakutkn kami.
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hanya kerna rupa

. awk ? sya sronok bylaa awk brsama sya. awk sntiasa ad tatkala sya ssah. bylaa sya perlukn awk. awk ad dsisi sya. awk tau ta sya mlea knal awk dkt facebook. mlea-2 kyta hnya skdr kwn. slepas sbulan awk mnta sya jdy awek awk. sya tryma. sbb sya syg awk sgad-2 awk jgak dh jnjy yg awk akn sntiasa ad dgn sya byla sya ssah. smpy suatu hari sya dh ta thn duk rmah. sya menangis sya call awk. sya luahkn segalanyerr dkat awk. awk pjuk sya. sya btul-2 sronok. kyta kwn hmpir setaun. sampy suatu hary awk yg putuskn utk tmtkn hbugan kyta. bylaa sya tnye awk knapa ? awk hnya berdiam dn trus pergi. awk tahu ta brtapa seksanya dri sya. hmpir 3bulan sya ttap ta dpt tryma kenyataan. rpe-2nyer awk pegy sbb awk ta buleyy tryma sya kerana sya ank orng ssah. hncur haty sya byla awk hnya memandang sya dgn harta. sya btul-3 kecewa dgn awk. :'( .

hargai

. hana ta minta ap-2 pn. hana cmea mnta kaw untk hargai hana skid jewr. hana ad haty dn persaan. tlonk fhm hana wlauon skid. :(

mama

. mama. mama adlh prmpuan yg plink indh pernh hana jmpe. mama seorng wanita yg memahami hana. hana sgad hargai segala pengorbanan mama. mama adlh wanita yg plink hana sanjung dri hana kechik smpy skrng. mama, hana akn hargai segala pengorbanan mama smpy hujung nyawa hana.
   - HANA SHAYANG MAMA-